12th January 2009- cloudy skies.

 

I woke up with another bad dream today. A good thing about bad dreams is that it allows you the opportunity to wake up early- it allows you to see the sunrise that greets you.

 

To be waken by a dream allows you the opportunity to think about the current situations around your life. Today I decided not to dwell on the situations around me, but instead to dwell on the world that we live in today.

 

I was thinking about who my favourite person would be this year. It's *drumrolls*

 

Condoleezza Rice- I really admire a woman in front line politics, it shows you that if you have ambitions you will reach far in life. Damn, I really want to meet her!

 

You know those situations where it leads you to wonder 'what should I do?' Well, today I have made up my mind, even though I have ambitions of making something happen, as much as I want to, I don't think I will make it happen. I think that sometimes in life, if you have an ambition- you should consider it thoroughly, I've been given a year to think about this ambition and I decided that if I do carry it on, I will end up being hurt. Ambition certainly hurts sometimes as Condoleezza Rice could probably tell you.

 

Have you ever had an injection? You don't know if that particular one will be painful or not, once you had it done- it could be fine, or it could hurt a little bit for a short time, or it could hurt a lot. I thought that  injections that hurt a little bit for a short time is better. It allows you to experience the feeling of having injections and it builds you stronger for the next one- if there is another injection.

 

Have I ever told you I like the feeling of blood being drawn? It's so cool!